Friday, August 22, 2008

Update....sorta....

We didn't get the loan.

This sucks. I hate not knowing what is going to happen next.

I have tried agencies, but they don't have funding until October. I do have an appt with one of them.....2 weeks from now. I also have to go to see about another intake place...They might have an apartment to move into....but it's in Allentown.

I told dh that if I have to move to this apartment, he will NOT be coming with. I told him I am so done with this crap. I will be going to Domestics too. He told me I should do what I feel is best for the kids.

But I don't want to tear him from the kids.....They are HIS too....

I could move into my MIL's house...but she has unruly cats, that pee on everything....I can't have a baby or my girls in a house like that....I guess I just have to wait and see what happens....

So........

Just taking things one day at a time. I have to do what is best for my kids....

2 comments:

amysalli said...

Oh no.. i am so sorry to hear that but i am here for you to listen if you need it.

i understand how you feel about not wanting to tear him form the kids.


but you could look at the fact that if you do have to move to allentown you will be closer to me and we can see each other more often. ( just trying to make you smile :) )

hang in there it will all work out in the end it always does. I am learning that now with zach.

Jody said...

Oh Leslie I am so sorry you didn't get the loan :(. My prayers are with you. I know this is so hard for you with all that is going on and having a bad relationship with your hubby. Big (((HUGS)))